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My Secret Self – Book 3: Death and the Cycles of Life Kindle Edition

by Christine U. Cowin (Author) Format: Kindle Edition
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Holding on in a loveless marriage. I want my boys’ lives to be better than mine. Can I endure Javier’s possessive behaviour to bring change for my family?

Something keeps informing me of impending death. Why am I sensing such things?

Spirituality is asking me to open up to it. Amazing, real dreams, so real that I feel the effect of the experience on waking. Was it a dream or was I there?

Patterns in death and patterns in family behaviour being played out. Why are these patterns presenting themselves to me?
Finally, achieving my independence and freedom. The last time I had freedom, it was taken from me in a matter of months. How long will it last this time?
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  1. Book 3 of 3
    My Secret Self
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    173 pages
  3. Language
    English
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  5. Publication date
    March 28, 2020
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This is my third book in the My Secret Self-Series and it is the journey one takes from a dysfunctional family. We who have come from such families, are more determined and have a great mission to help others, who have experienced similar experiences. These experiences are now a story to me and I see the experiences as a gift. I hope my story can help others to know that out of adversity, one can grow into a better human being. The journey was long and not always understood when I was going through the healing of the self. Whatever you're gone through is supposed to have happened and it's up to you to move forward and make new changes. In strength and determination one can change one's life. Your journey here on earth is a short journey to discover who you are. Death and cycles of life play a big part on your path. Life is death and death is life.  In awareness we can see the symbols and observe the experiences presented to us as gifts, to unfold our understanding of life. Only we can make a conscious decision to see what life presents us, and follow that inner knowing towards the truth for ourselves. We don't have to stay in an abusive marriage, I hope this story gives you the courage, strength and understanding of your own life, to face your own true path.  There is no blaming there is only love.

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Life and its MiseryLife has given me a destiny to open a pathway,A pathway to where?To my inner hell and my outer shame, guilt and blame,Where will it all lead?As I plunge into this game of life,Is it unfolding as it should?Did I plan this or was it planned?The game of life is like a puzzle and each piece will set out a picture of a story.What story am I creating to plaster on the walls of time?Who will be in this story? Characters evade me now,But they will soon infiltrate the secret corners of my mind,To release the secrets from their prison, to escape the prison of time.Mind, oh mind, you are the warden of time, and you have no mercy on the soul of light, You only think of your own demise and not the purity of the soul.Your ego is a mountain high; to place me in these games I'm in,How do I get away from you to be the light of my day?You punish, torment and irritate the being that you have encapsulated,You show little mercy and patience as the being tries to awaken to its full glory.Oh, ego, you dwindling star,Your days in this being's body are numbered,As soon as I make the shifts, you're out on your tush and I am free of your idiosyncrasies.I bid you farewell and send you to hell, You've tormented me enough - begone and stay away and never return.Your welcome is overdue and your use-by date is deleted, and now I will defeat you.By Christine U. Cowin

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B086JDTGP4
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Publicious Book Publishing
  • Accessibility ‏ : ‎ Learn more
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ March 28, 2020
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 3.4 MB
  • Simultaneous device usage ‏ : ‎ Unlimited
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  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
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  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 173 pages
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-0648401353
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  • Book 3 of 3 ‏ : ‎ My Secret Self
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Christine U. Cowin

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Born in Australia, one of three siblings. I am a Spiritual Coach. I am an intuitive coach who works on a spiritual level. My life experiences have given me a true insight into life and I have a deep understanding of people. An inner calling lead me to Istanbul, Turkey where I lived for six years. There I found the inspiration to write my books. Traveled most of Turkey alone. There are reviews on Amazon UK, USA, Canada, Australia and on my website.

Life is a journey full of experiences.

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  • Carrie Thompson
    5.0 out of 5 stars A beautifully written memoir
    Reviewed in the United States on May 20, 2024
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    The writer and spiritual coach Christine U Cowin brings us the third and final book in her Secret Self memoirs. This third book is called “My Secret Self Book Three. Death and the Cycles of Life.” It is an interesting book.
    In this, the third stage of Christine’s life, she talks about her marriage and being a mom. In the book you see her two boys go from being little kids to functional adults and it’s this growth that is really the most interesting part of the book. It’s worth mentioning that the books build on each other. There are characters introduced in the first two books that appear in the third, and if you start on the third book you’ll be wondering who these people are. I only read the third and final book, and that left me in the dark about quite a bit. I would recommend starting with the first book to see if you Iike it and then movng on.
    This is a book that deals with many different themes; parenting, emotional and verbal abuse, death and the grief that comes after. Things can get pretty intense. I would recommend this book to anyone who has ever had trouble in their family life. This is an interesting, intriguing book that everyone will be able to relate to.
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  • Jeanne Volkman
    5.0 out of 5 stars Uplifting/Self Care/ Amazing Encouragement
    Reviewed in the United States on May 12, 2024
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    My Secret Self Book 3 Death and the Cycles of Life by Christine Cowan
    Highly recommend this book 5 Stars
    This book will encourage the reader to claim freedom, allow their audacious boldness to surface. With perseverance and faith the reader will feel the strength to keep moving forward. The reader will find the determination to keep faith and positive mind set regardless of one's upbringing, trials and setbacks. Regardless of family dynamics and or dysfunctions. This book gives the reader the encouragement to realize life is truly a gift. It will give you the strength to breakout of bondage, to heal and grow in this precious journey of life. A powerful book that shouts inspiration and will remind you of the calling on your life. Pray, give it to God . 5 stars highly recommend
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  • Dremel22
    5.0 out of 5 stars Renewal
    Reviewed in the United States on May 13, 2024
    This book details the second phase of Christine’s life. If you have not read the first book, I would suggest that you stop and go and read it. The books should be read in order so that you can grasp all of the various aspects that are going on in Christine’s life. Again, this book had me both laughing and crying. Christine has a beautiful sense of humor even in some of the worst situations that she is going through in her life journey. I had to giggle when she described her job collecting eggs. I also have chickens and the roosters always seem to be in a terrible mood. There is never an enjoyable time to go and get eggs and yes, it is very dirty work. It seems as though Christine’s life mirrors many of our own. For those who have bad pasts, it can sometimes seem as though we run right from one abusive situation and into the next one just in our attempts to break free from the monsters that appear to be chasing us. We seem to always run into the arms of another monster until our eyes are opened. Christine’s story is so heartbreaking that it is sometimes hard to read, only because it is so raw. She does not hold back her feelings about things and that is incredibly refreshing. She tells the story as it is, no matter what anyone thinks about it. I have truly enjoyed reading her works and I think that you will too.
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