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Learning to Love Again Kindle Edition
Houstonian Ava White finds herself alone after her wife, Sheila, leaves her for a younger woman. Sheila verbally, emotionally, and physically abused Ava for more than thirty years. Drinking lots of alcohol became Ava’s way of coping with the pain and loneliness, but she is ready for change.
Ava's friend, Emily Rios, convinces her to spend two weeks at Emily’s vacation home in Ouray, Colorado. Ava is excited about being away from Houston and Sheila. She wants to clear her head and reimagine her life.
Ava meets Emily’s friend and neighbor Melody Graves in Colorado. Emily asked Mel to encourage Ava to visit some interesting sites in and around Ouray. Mel is happy to help, but she didn’t expect to fall for Ava.
Ava discovers a new love for the outdoors and finds confidence in herself as she and Mel become close.
Ava returns to Houston feeling good about her life and ready to move forward, but Sheila is not giving up control. Ava must make some tough decisions to build a new life with the possibility of a relationship with Mel.
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Product details
- ASIN : B09PJVTFCQ
- Publisher : Tea Rose Books (January 1, 2022)
- Publication date : January 1, 2022
- Language : English
- File size : 2.4 MB
- Simultaneous device usage : Unlimited
- Text-to-Speech : Enabled
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Not Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Print length : 427 pages
- Best Sellers Rank: #618,834 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #2,981 in Lesbian Fiction
- #3,965 in Lesbian Romance
- #20,096 in LGBTQ+ Romance (Books)
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About the author

Originally from west-central Indiana, M.E. Tudor now lives in south-central Kentucky with her family. M.E. has lived in Florida, Texas, and Colorado. Her stories reflect her love of traveling, hiking, camping, and being outdoors.
"I love creating stories that have happy endings." M. E. Tudor
For more information, visit her website: www.metudor.com.
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Customers enjoy the book's story, with one review highlighting its careful detailing of Ava's struggle. Moreover, the characters are well-developed, and the writing is wonderful. Additionally, the romance receives positive feedback, with one customer noting the beautiful landscapes that serve as a backdrop. Customers appreciate the characters' strength.
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Customers enjoy the story of this book, with one customer particularly appreciating how it carefully details Ava's struggle, while another notes it features characters over 30 years old.
"...Intriguing story. Well done!" Read more
"...The writing is good, and the story is well-plotted, and overall this is a good book...." Read more
"...This was a beautiful story of learning to love/value yourself again, and rediscovering life and love. I would love to see a sequel for this pair." Read more
"...book and it could be very emotional when reading it but it had a happy ending." Read more
Customers love the characters in this book, with one customer noting that the primary characters are older.
"...The characters are real, the story is well-written, and it feels like it's only the beginning of their story. A must read." Read more
"...of the first pages I was completely hooked, the characters the story everything was just so fabulous...." Read more
"...The romance between Ava and Mel is very sweet. The characters are well written...." Read more
"...Side characters were fantastic. Felt the book moved a bit slow for the first third or so with some repetition...." Read more
Customers praise the writing quality of the book.
"...The characters are real, the story is well-written, and it feels like it's only the beginning of their story. A must read." Read more
"...The writing is good, and the story is well-plotted, and overall this is a good book...." Read more
"...It was a very well written book and it could be very emotional when reading it but it had a happy ending." Read more
"Wonderfully written, it reminded me of my divorce, and my soon to be ex, wanting to know my every move...." Read more
Customers enjoy the romance in the book, appreciating the meet-cute storyline and beautiful landscapes that serve as a backdrop.
"SAPPHIC BOOK BINGO: full-time writer, meet-cute, butch character, favorite trope; UNICORN: characters over 50, 400+ pages..." Read more
"...The romance between Ava and Mel is very sweet. The characters are well written...." Read more
"I loved this book. I was sad and happy. I loved that Ava finally got her life back thanks to her friend Emily and Mel...." Read more
"...The story line was wonderful, filled with beautiful landscapes for a back drop. Along with watching the blossoming of a beautiful human being." Read more
Customers appreciate the strength of the book, with one mentioning its integrity.
"...The messages of body positivity, resilience, learning to enjoy life, and resisting to choose alcohol to help cope with difficult situations make a..." Read more
"...Ava became a very independent and strong person. The romance between Ava and Mel is very sweet. The characters are well written...." Read more
"...her life being abused and being able to find the courage and strength to overcome. Heartwarming story." Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on March 10, 2022SAPPHIC BOOK BINGO: full-time writer, meet-cute, butch character, favorite trope; UNICORN: characters over 50, 400+ pages (possibly other categories)
TRIGGER WARNING: some verbal abuse, and an instance of a slap to the face
I was really lucky when I entered a Goodreads giveaway contest because I won this book! I don't like to give much away in reviews, and I hope that l can manage to do that here, too.
The primary MC had recently divorced from a very controlling woman after their 30 year relationship. She had turned to alcohol as a coping mechanism, and her ex had convinced their daughter that the MC wasn't very safe on her own. A friend/work-related associate offers the use of her vacation house in Colorado for the protagonist to get away from Texas and her troubles, in hope that she'll get a chance to reset and be able to move forward in her life. Not only does she relax and learn to enjoy the nature and beauty around her, she becomes friends with the woman next door. Their friendship helps to break the negative programming of her ex, and she starts to feel better about herself.
The neighbor/second MC has a body positive attitude towards her, and that message continues throughout the book. While getting to know each other better, MC2 reveals that she is a ghost writer for a western genre author, and that she and her story partner always try to give accurate and honest portrayals of some historical wrongdoings in the stories. The truth, integrity, and factuality is always significant to the novels, and to them as authors.
The friendship of the MCs grows, even though they are now separated by at least a thousand miles, but they learn to trust in and rely upon, and support each other though a few struggles. The relationship has several complications, mostly from the ex-wife, and some situations get out of hand a few times. Through it all, the MCs stand by each other, and they have started to fall in love. (The above paragraphs tie well together into their story, but I don't want to give anything away.)
The book will hopefully have a sequel. The messages of body positivity, resilience, learning to enjoy life, and resisting to choose alcohol to help cope with difficult situations make a major impact on MC1. It's so important to read about characters like us that can overcome odds and get a second chance - even later in life. The characters are real, the story is well-written, and it feels like it's only the beginning of their story.
A must read.
- Reviewed in the United States on January 9, 2022ME Tudor has written an engrossing tale about a woman who is stuck in an abusive relationship. She gets out of it and begins to blossom. The author does an excellent job of getting into the main character's head and helping to understand where she's coming from. Intriguing story. Well done!
- Reviewed in the United States on January 6, 2022I haven't enjoyed a book this much for such a long time since the first words of the first pages I was completely hooked, the characters the story everything was just so fabulous. The writing is good, and the story is well-plotted, and overall this is a good book. I have my fingers crossed that we see more from these two wonderful character. 5⭐️
- Reviewed in the United States on January 8, 2022I enjoyed seeing the growth and strength Ava went thru after 30 years of abuse. Ava became a very independent and strong person. The romance between Ava and Mel is very sweet. The characters are well written. Thanks foe an in-depth story about spousal abuse even after the divorce.
- Reviewed in the United States on May 29, 2023I could personally relate to Ava because I recently got out of a mentally/emotionally abusive long-term relationship and I had dealt with much of what she experienced. The emotions/behaviors of all of the characters were very realistic. The descriptions of the scenery made me want to vacation in Colorado. And I loved the way Ava and Mel's relationship slowly built and developed. This was a beautiful story of learning to love/value yourself again, and rediscovering life and love. I would love to see a sequel for this pair.
- Reviewed in the United States on April 21, 2022I enjoyed this book. Very intense. The abusive ex made me angry and I loved seeing Ava work her way to a stronger and healthier self esteem. Mel is a perfect love for Ava. Both are in their 50's and appreciate each other and their past traumas. Once the romance developed into a sexual one as well, the heartfelt nature of this book really came through. Side characters were fantastic.
Felt the book moved a bit slow for the first third or so with some repetition. Definitely room for a sequel with these two main characters.
- Reviewed in the United States on March 17, 2022I loved this book. I was sad and happy. I loved that Ava finally got her life back thanks to her friend Emily and Mel. It was a very well written book and it could be very emotional when reading it but it had a happy ending.
- Reviewed in the United States on January 29, 2022Wonderfully written, it reminded me of my divorce, and my soon to be ex, wanting to know my every move. The story line was wonderful, filled with beautiful landscapes for a back drop. Along with watching the blossoming of a beautiful human being.
Top reviews from other countries
- BeeReviewed in Australia on April 28, 2024
5.0 out of 5 stars Second Chances
Recovering from an abusive marriage, Ava is fortunate enough to meet Mel and love blossoms. This book takes wife abuse quite seriously and the ending reflects an understanding of a woman who needs to stand on her own two feet to survive and live again. Both protagonists are over fifty and this sweet romance and second chance story, is a heart warming tale of how it’s never to late to find ‘the one’ for you.
- MikedReviewed in the United Kingdom on April 30, 2022
5.0 out of 5 stars Really enjoyable read
Liked the story, all the characters and the great locations the story is based acrosd. Would read the next part of the in a Heartbeat.
- Kindle Customer ChrisReviewed in Australia on March 31, 2022
5.0 out of 5 stars Thought provoking book
First time I've read a book by this author and enjoyed doing so even though the storyline wasn't always easy to read with it being close to home. Loved the friendship, love and trust that developed thru the book with Ava and Mel. Well written. Look forward to reading more books by M. E. Tudor.
- Kindle CustomerReviewed in the United Kingdom on April 18, 2022
4.0 out of 5 stars Great read.
You know what, that was actually a really good book. I only say it like that because I don't usually like reading about abusive relationships but the author did a good job handling it without making it awful.
- MercedezReviewed in the United Kingdom on May 9, 2024
5.0 out of 5 stars Brilliant book. Definitely worth reading.
Great book with really interesting characters and a good story line. Easy to read and hard to put down. Highly recommend!