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Screaming in Autopilot Kindle Edition
How do you forgive someone who has wronged you so terribly, yet feels they did nothing wrong? Kris Ball's words grab the reader by the hand and take them on a life-long journey to answer this question. Ball's tightly woven tapestry of devastating turmoil beginning with childhood abuse and abandonment that slowly unravels into an adulthood mired with depression, alcoholism, and dysfunction, will both astonish and touch the readers' hearts. She paints a picture of loneliness and heartache, but assures the reader that healing is possible through laughter and the passage of time, and that there is freedom in letting go of anger. Ball extends a hand of hope for all victims of abuse.
- LanguageEnglish
- Publication dateMarch 26, 2022
- File size6.8 MB
Product details
- ASIN : B09WLY9Z5Q
- Publication date : March 26, 2022
- Language : English
- File size : 6.8 MB
- Text-to-Speech : Enabled
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Not Enabled
- Word Wise : Not Enabled
- Print length : 83 pages
- Best Sellers Rank: #2,733,107 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #1,303 in Poetry About Death
- #2,202 in Contemporary Poetry
- #2,867 in Family Poetry (Books)
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About the author

Kris Ball began writing at the age of 6, and has been writing her entire life. Her latest work, a collection of poems entitled Screaming In Autopilot, chronicles a lifelong journey through childhood abuse and abandonment, then adulthood dysfunction, heartache, and alcoholism, that eventually lead to healing and forgiveness. Ms. Ball also has children's books published under a pen name. She is currently a resident of Indiana and a Ball State University graduate. She has a son, Adam, and a grandson, Conrad, who live in Alabama. Ms. Ball is an avid cat lover, and besides her dreams of being a best selling author, would love to open up a cat cafe.
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- Reviewed in the United States on April 2, 2022This book of poetry is full of lovely and, at times, haunting writing. I think I felt nearly every emotion possible while reading and could not put it down until I had read every story and poem, ending with the lighthearted "night crunchers", which made me literally laugh out loud. Ball's writing is raw and brutally honest, and I can only imagine the courage and feelings of vulnerability her writing this beautiful collection of poems and stories evoked for her. Reading this book will help anyone see how past trauma can shape your life and mind forever, and it is a wonderful reminder to those who have experienced past trauma that they are not alone when it is so very easy to feel that way. We need more people like Ball to be willing to share their honest thoughts and feelings and to make us feel that our own thoughts and feelings are valid, no matter what society tells us. Wonderful job on this lovely collection, Kris Ball, and I will not hesitate to read any more collections you may publish.
- Reviewed in the United States on March 28, 2022Kris Ball has a profound way of pulling the reader into her thoughts and memories where they experience her sadness, anger, and pain as they bear witness to her strength, courage, and even her sense of humor. It has been a long time since I read something that moved me to tears, but Screaming In Autopilot did just that. Each piece is beautifully written in a way that portrays Ball's thoughts, feelings, and experiences - whether "good" or "bad" - in a way the reader can empathize with and even relate to. Poems like "Catalina" and "Sword" broke my heart in a way I never knew I could feel, while those like "Forgiven" and "Script Writer" made my heart ache for Ball.
- Reviewed in the United States on April 11, 2022I’m not what you’d call a poetry person but I liked this book. It’s kind of a hybrid as it not exclusively poetry. It got some deep meaning full stories and some light hearted fun.
Highly recommended.
- Reviewed in the United States on April 11, 2022It was interesting. I was saddened at how much abuse, both mental and physical, can happen to innocent little souls. I am also amazed at how she can still see the beauty in life. Very impressive!
- Reviewed in the United States on April 16, 2022Thought provoking Poetry that left me pondering as I felt deeply emotional. I was tearful and thoroughly moved. This is a must-read work.
- Reviewed in the United States on April 10, 2022Very well written, a very heartfelt book an very deep. Will.be reading this again and again. Some very emotional parts and not for all.
- Reviewed in the United States on October 8, 2022I read this through in one sitting, couldn’t even breathe it was so powerful. Incredibly personal, yet sadly so universal.
- Reviewed in the United States on April 1, 2022I’ve been reading and writing poetry for most of my life. And to pour out your life’s successes and woes is like inflicting a small cut to illicit your ink for writing. I can tell as things change from a child like wonder to a disheveled adult. And I get every bit of it. Some were even hard to read as if the author plucked the memory right out of my mind. Well done Kris. Only we understand what it’s like to wear these poems like scarlet letters or sachets of sorrow. You represent them well.
Top reviews from other countries
- HeraclitusReviewed in the United Kingdom on July 1, 2022
5.0 out of 5 stars Superb poetry collection
Screaming in Autopilot is a superb collection of poetry that displays versatility, suffering, depth, vulnerability, and redemption through recovery after trauma. A must-read!
- Michael WhitworthReviewed in the United Kingdom on April 19, 2022
5.0 out of 5 stars Thought-provoking
A collection of mainly poems which will make you think. Some are wonderfully uplifting, others genuinely quite disturbing. But always thought-provoking. Highly recommended.