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Until Jude: A Brother's Best Friend Romance (Pulsetones Rock Gods Book 1) Kindle Edition
On the "My Rockstar Boyfriend" List on Goodreads!
One band. One tour. One rule: don’t fall for her.
I never wanted a little sister.
But when my best friend and bandmate, Levi, finds out he has a seventeen-year-old half-sister he never knew about, she suddenly becomes our responsibility. Esther Milligan lost everything—her mother, her home, and now she’s stuck on tour with a bunch of rockstars she doesn’t belong with. Including me.
I should keep my distance. I have to. She’s too young. Too innocent. And Levi would kill me if he knew the kind of thoughts running through my head whenever she’s around. But there’s something about Esther—something that pulls me in even when I know I shouldn’t want her.
She’s a complication I don’t need, a temptation I can’t have. But the more time we spend together, the harder it gets to pretend she’s just a kid who needs looking after. Because every time she looks at me like I’m her whole world, I start to wonder…
Maybe she’s mine too.
Perfect for fans of age-gap rockstar romance and slow-burn forbidden love, Until Jude is an angsty, tension-filled story of love, loyalty, and the risks we take when our hearts refuse to follow the rules.
"I’m no stranger to K.L. Shandwick’s rock star romances. I find her stories to be emotional and realistic - some of the best I have ever read. I always hand over my heart to her leading men once I get to know them. However, I can't deny that Jude Collymore has taken the top spot. He’s my favorite of them all and you’ll understand why once you meet him!" - Ann, Literary Lust
"Talk about a slow build romance book.. The sexual tension between Jude and Esther is off the charts hot!" - Erica, Goodreads
"An amazing start to this new series and I'm so excited for more from the guys of Screaming Shadows." - Nikki, Crazy Cajun Book Addicts
"Holy hot!!!! This is a slow burn romance, with age gap, rockstar romance, and best friends sister. It was a hit from the very beginning." - Devon's Book Corner
"This book is smoking hot and full of surprises." - Reading by Deb
"I absolutely loved Until Jude! It's one of the best rockstar romances that I've read." - Author Caitlin Loggins
- LanguageEnglish
- Publication dateMarch 2, 2022
- File size2.8 MB
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- ASIN : B09TTCBJTP
- Publisher : K.L. Shandwick
- Accessibility : Learn more
- Publication date : March 2, 2022
- Language : English
- File size : 2.8 MB
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Not Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Print length : 468 pages
- Page Flip : Enabled
- Book 1 of 5 : Pulsetones Rock Gods
- Best Sellers Rank: #55,244 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #192 in Rockstar Romance (Kindle Store)
- #228 in Rockstar Romance (Books)
- #2,305 in New Adult & College Romance (Kindle Store)
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About the author

K.L. Shandwick is an international bestselling author of over thirty novels. She mainly writes New Adult, Contemporary Romance, and Romantic Suspense stories. Her writing is inspired by imperfect people, each striving to carve out their own piece of happiness from life. Her emotional novels have gained a loyal following for her 'real to life' characters who sometimes face challenges in their quest for love. Many readers have fallen for her book boyfriends, and when K.L. isn't writing, she lives in the English countryside with her husband and enjoys live music events and socializing with friends.
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Customers find this romance book to be an amazing read with great character development. The story features a May/December romance and receives positive feedback for its emotional content, with one customer noting it's emotional at times and filled with tons of angst.
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Customers find the book to be an amazing read, with one describing it as a definite page turner.
"...Such a wonderful ride! Great read!" Read more
"This was a great read and start to a new series. I loved this book." Read more
"Ok, first of all, this is an absolutely amazing read...." Read more
"...Its a definite must read!" Read more
Customers appreciate the character development in the book.
"...Secondly, it has great characters with all the humor and sass that you would want in your large group of friends...." Read more
"...It's a shame, because the premise and characters offered promise. Careless editing is a sure route down the ratings ladder...." Read more
"...I like fast paced books. The storyline was great and the characters were pretty spot on. It just had a hard time holding my interest." Read more
"...I’m fully intending to continue with the next one because I’m invested in the characters and what happens to them. Absolutely amazing!" Read more
Customers enjoy the romance in the book, particularly its May/December pairing, with one customer describing it as heartfelt.
"...But, she’s young…and off limits. Wow!! This story has everything!! Forbidden love, May/December romance, and tons of angst!!..." Read more
"...I want a Jude in my life! This book has all the angst, heartbreak, romance and feelings you could want from a book! Its a definite must read!" Read more
"...I like fast paced books. The storyline was great and the characters were pretty spot on. It just had a hard time holding my interest." Read more
"...more than pleasantly surprised to find myself absolutely absorbed in the entire novel. I couldn’t put it down...." Read more
Customers appreciate the emotional depth of the book, which includes tons of angst, with one customer noting it can be emotional at times.
"...Forbidden love, May/December romance, and tons of angst!! Jude is a saint!..." Read more
"...I want a Jude in my life! This book has all the angst, heartbreak, romance and feelings you could want from a book! Its a definite must read!" Read more
"...clear to the reader that there's an emotional connection and feelings are involved...." Read more
"...The story is heartfelt and emotional at times, and live has things ended for Jude. It is a must read, and waiting for next release" Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on August 18, 2023Until Jude by K.L. Shandwick is the story of Jude and Esther. Jude is the drummer in a famous rock band. Esther is the little sister of the lead singer in the band. She recently came to stay with her brother. Jude was there for her through everything. But, she’s young…and off limits.
Wow!! This story has everything!! Forbidden love, May/December romance, and tons of angst!! Jude is a saint! There can’t possibly be a human being on this earth as caring, nurturing, and patient as him. Plus, he could have a side gig as an incredible therapist! Esther wants nothing more than to attend Julliard and be a dancer! Such a wonderful ride! Great read!
- Reviewed in the United States on December 11, 2024This was a great read and start to a new series. I loved this book.
- Reviewed in the United States on July 9, 2023Ok, first of all, this is an absolutely amazing read. Secondly, it has great characters with all the humor and sass that you would want in your large group of friends. There is some stage performances written in this book which have been sorely lacking in other rockstar books I’ve read lately. (I really wouldn’t have listed them as rockstar romances) This book was really long. I probably would have cut out the part about Jude offering and performing as a sex therapist. He was nothing of the sort and Esther had plenty of other issues to read about. Overall, I loved this book.
- Reviewed in the United States on July 12, 2024The editing errors in this aren't simply transposed letters or other typos. Problems include missing/incorrect punctuation, nonsensical sentences, poorly structured paragraphs, and more. It's a shame, because the premise and characters offered promise. Careless editing is a sure route down the ratings ladder.
I'm an avid reader. I see the errors; they break my immersion, thereby ruining the story for me. It's disappointing.
I can barely recommend this one. Give it a try, maybe. As it exists, 3 stars is generous.
- Reviewed in the United States on March 29, 2022I liked some of the story but the 18 yr old threw me. Glad they waited 3 yrs to get together. I don't care for a story full of sex scenes as there in less story line. Especially when it goes on 2 chapters. I also felt it was unfair he could have a kid with an old girlfriend and then tell his new one not to have any with him. Also why would you ask the guy to take his kid as well as his own, that doesn't make sense. If the guy wants a babysitter he should just hire one. His son doesn't live with him and hardly sees him so what precious time he has shouldn't be shared with someone else s kid. I hope to see some better ideas in the next book and more on the changes to Esther s life. Hopefully she has an ooops. Lol
- Reviewed in the United States on March 12, 2022Jude is part of Screaming Shadows, and the one thing he doesn’t want is a relationship. One phone call, changes everything when Jude meets Esther neither can deny the chemistry.
Esther has had a crush on Jude since she was fourteen, so when circumstances have her meeting, him face to face, it was nothing like she thought it would be and he didn’t seem like the man she’d crushed on for so long, but he also made her feel calmer given the circumstances.
Given the circumstances of their meeting Jude knows nothing can happen with Esther with her age and she is going places, which he would hold her from, she also deserves more than he can give. So Jude does what he thinks as best and tries to push her away.
Three years changes a lot with Esther being away – what happens when she’s older will Jude still be able to resist the pull that’s still there between them.
- Reviewed in the United States on October 16, 2022Who knew rockstar's could put someone else above themselves! How Jude protected and treated Esther with kid gloves always mindful of her feelings and always doing what was right by her will have you falling head over heels in love with him. The way he helped solve her issues will cause hearts to appear in your eyes. It is so obvious she fell in love with him instantly and he with her. Its just took them years to realize it! I want a Jude in my life! This book has all the angst, heartbreak, romance and feelings you could want from a book! Its a definite must read!
- Reviewed in the United States on January 21, 2024This book was good but a little winded for me. I like fast paced books. The storyline was great and the characters were pretty spot on. It just had a hard time holding my interest.
Top reviews from other countries
- Madhur MehtaReviewed in India on August 12, 2022
5.0 out of 5 stars This was special
I loved this book through and through. The drama, romance and chemistry is epic in this story. It reads like a movie and one that i really wish gets made. I loved Jude. He is strong, charming, mature and knows how to respect the significant other. I love how he handles difficult situations especially. On the other hand, i love Esther, she is vulnerable yet very strong. Her character develops immensely in this book.
Loved it soo much.
- InuYashaReviewed in Germany on October 10, 2023
1.0 out of 5 stars He was waiting for her
But still even after teaching her, he wanted to get her out of his system by tag teaming a random groupie with HER BROTHER.
And afterwards, he confessed how much he wanted her.
Taking the rock stereotype to extreme
- coralee corriganReviewed in Canada on November 4, 2024
5.0 out of 5 stars Must read
Amazing read . Loved it
- Julia BReviewed in the United Kingdom on March 6, 2022
5.0 out of 5 stars Slow burn, sizzling rockstar romance!
I loved this, Jude and Esther are definitely up there with my favourites from KL Shandwick!
Slow burn, age gap, best friends sister, rockstar romance.... Until Jude had lots of things I love and I was very excited for this new series. Set over a time span of several years, I loved the angst, emotion and drama, mixed with the fiery hot chemistry Jude and Esther generated.
Esther was young when first introduced, only 17 when she meets her brother Levi (Jude's best friend and band mate) for the first time under heartbreaking circumstances, but she instantly forms a connection with drummer Jude. She is sweet, kind, shy and innocent and Jude is determined not to be the one to corrupt her!
I loved Jude, he was an a-hole at times but a loveable, protective one who seriously tried hard to control and deny his attraction for Esther for good reasons that were very well addressed throughout. You could see his growth as a person as the book progressed, especially with his adorable son Bailey. Esther also flourished and although innocent in some ways, she was mature in others and with her talent was determined to succeed on her own terms. As the trust between them grew, I knew it was only a matter of time before the fire between them could not be denied any more.
I love how this author writes characters that despite their rock star status and all the privileges and ego that could come with this, are far from perfect with flaws and all. They make mistakes like any other person, so always seem relatable and likeable. I really enjoyed this and with the other drama relating to the band and especially Levi, I can't wait for what comes next!
4.5 rock hard (gotta love a drummer) stars
- MLM 66Reviewed in the United Kingdom on March 28, 2022
5.0 out of 5 stars She’s back with her fabulous music genre! 5+*
It’s been a good couple of years since reading anything from this brilliant author so I was delighted and excited to be reading the first instalment of the new (PULSETUNES ROCK GODS)
UNTIL JUDE is just that and more especially in Esther Milligan’s case and it is everything you could possibly wish for and K.L Shandwick doesn’t fail to deliver here! I’ve really missed her music genre stories.
The chemistry and connection between Jude and Esther is apparent from the very beginning but timing and situations due to one or more reasons kept them apart that being said it didn’t stop their attraction for each other to fade if anything it did the opposite and it would be a few years later that Jude and Esther became everything we wanted!
I love how by dropping hints K.L Shandwick lines us up ready for future stories in this series as with Levi and even Korry who was obviously devastated at loosing out on his chance with Esther!
I was left desperately needing more and UNTIL LEVI can’t come soon enough!!
Thank you K.L Shandwick..