SM Stryker Interview Published on: 29, Sep 2018

I didn’t have the most conventional upbringing, at least not from the inside. From a very early age, I was sexually abused for years… until I got pregnant at 12. When that sexual abuse ended, my fathers started at 14. On the outside, we were the typical loving family; boy scouts for my brothers and girl scouts for me. We lived on a small farm and raised our own food. Like most children living on farms, we had our chores we had to do, but I think back to what my older brother and I did as elementary children and think my parents must have been insane. My father was a tool and die maker and would contract out jobs to do at home. My brother and I would come home from school and pull up a stool and started to drill parts on a drill press. You see, if we made enough money, we could go to Disneyland; and we did. My grandparents lived a little south of LA, so every few years we would go down to visit. Back to the story. Again, on the outside we were the perfect family, we went camping in the summer, which I loved. Loving horses like most little girls, there was a place by where we camped that rented out horses. I wanted to ride so badly, so my mom had my two brothers and I on one horse. We were small, I might have been 8, my older brother 9 and my younger 2. The ride didn’t last too long; 30 seconds, before the horse buck all of us off. I bought a horse a few years later. Out in the country, we didn’t have any neighbors that lived close by, so my older brother and I were very close. (part of the above story) We had pigs and a father that never could build a good fence. It was nothing unusual for us to be riding a pig in the back yard to get it in the pen.

Stolen Innocence was my first book. Yes, I did finish it and it became an Amazon best seller. It has a lot to do with my childhood. It’s not for the faint of heart.

I screamed with excitement. I was receiving amazing reviews and never thought I would get there.

One of my daughters was in the Army, so I got some of the information from her when she was in Afghanistan. Honestly, I let my characters tell a lot of the story. I have an idea where I would like it to go, but they tell me how.

The Locket. It to is about the earliest years of my life. It’s raw and gritty and the storyline is something that was never spoken about. As will all my stories, they are not 100% true, that would be boring, but the main storylines are based off of events that have either happened in my life or someone’s that I am close too.

Yes, it’s been a while. It’s all about my book and writing. I use a pseudonym of my last name, so it is pronounced correctly. Otherwise, you would probably see who I am on the other side of my name; children, volunteer work, and yes, you will find my current job and my author work as well.

Oliver from The Locket. He is my hero. He was always there to protect Samantha. Always in the shadows until he was needed. PS, my nickname from my teen years since the abuse as a young teen was Sam. Still is, my license plate is Sams. She is my alter ego.

I won’t say the last 31 years has been easy, but yes, as we have gotten older, our relationship has changed. We communicate better love better and give more of ourselves. I write the way he makes me feel. Cherished, loved and accepted for who I am, even with my baggage.

WOW! Hard question. When I first started thinking about the idea of writing, I contacted several authors that I read. Vi Keeland was always there to answer all my monotonous questions. I would like one day to meet her to tell her in person. Some authors are always a one click for me. Vi, Penelope Ward, HM Ward, AL Jackson, Sylvain Reynard (AMAZING) the list is many. But ultimately it is the books that have influenced my writing. Some people don’t understand some of the books because I look at them differently. It was Fifty Shades that sparked my interest in writing. Again, I would love to one day tell EL James that. There is so much controversy over that series, that no one sees the true story. That’s what I saw when I read it. A boy that had is innocence taken away and never felt worthy of love. Sylvia Day; the Bared to You series made me see that there were other girls out there that went through what I did as a child. Sylvain Reynard; Gabriel’s Inferno series. Those are the books that I keep going back too.

Not let anyone at my workplace know. I lost my job for writing Stolen Innocence. They said it went against their sexual harassment policy. Not because I talked about it, just because I was writing it. It was a very difficult time. Also, the book got banned a couple time due to the incest in the book. I had to go back and change the book to an adoptive father. Amazon wouldn’t tell me why they banned it. I had to guess. Once I change the relationship, I never had an issue.

The Locket’s main storyline was based off my childhood. It came from my personal experience. Deeper in the story, I had to research Reno, crossbows, arrows, guns, and mafia. The strangest thing I researched was probably blood splatter

Beckett is actually based off my husband’s childhood, but tamer. The cruel words and actions by Beckett’s mother and stepfather were true. A reviewer once accused me of being over dramatic with his mother because she was always portrayed as a villain… That’s because, SHE IS!!! The fights, the nasty names that were said, the way she treated her son, was actually way worse. OK… off my soapbox. Yes, I have used friends and family characters in my books.

Yes, I’ve thought about murder mysteries, but there is something about having a love interest in a story.

I want people to understand and talk about sexual abuse in homes. I want people to listen when small children talk about being hurt or touched by someone, I want people to stop sweeping taboo subjects under the rug. I want victims to become survivors and understand they can get through anything. And, I want to be a NYT best seller